I’m struggling a fair bit lately, and it’s keeping me from writing or doing anything really. Most of the time I’m so tired I can barely think. I feel like a zombie walking around, my brain function is about the same level as one for sure.

The past three weeks I’ve been on full sick leave after seeing my doctor. I’ve just not been able to function and getting out of bed is this big, difficult task every day. I saw my doctor again the other day though and we’ve agreed that I will try to work again starting Monday, even if only at 25% capacity. Then we’ll see how it goes.

It’s all very frustrating. I imagine some people out there might think “oh being home sick, that must be awesome! time to do all the fun stuff!” Except that’s not how it works. I don’t have the energy to do anything, and definitely don’t get around to doing any of the things I enjoy. Just look at how badly both of my blogs are doing. I can’t make myself sit down and write! Something I truly enjoy. (Going to try a bit harder to do that though.)

All I want to do is dig a hole and hide in it or something.

Will try to write more uplifting things soon, I promise! In the meanwhile… *zombie walking*

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2 Responses to Struggling

  1. Tania says:

    I hope you feel better soon!

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